Wednesday, July 23, 2008 |
i feel like crying. i wanna turn back the time now. God, please help me. Just this once. Please. |
Fif ♥ 9:06 PM |
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 |
Monday, July 21, 2008 |
just the other night i had another 1001 things to talk about. and i mean it. like a lot. but why does all those stuff simply come and go? its good that it comes and go. bt.. when it stuck in ur head, it will. and it may seem like forever. all i know is that there are alot of things going on around me. i wish, i hoped, i prayed that i could stop the time. just for that moment, at least i can breathe. everyone must have something that they should leave behind. if only everyone can take things that way. nope. i got nothing else to say. the only thing that im asking for now is that.. i hope music, which is my bestest companion of all, could console her. maybe, not only her, but everyone. for a woman, when she got cheated for the first time, she thinks that she is naive. for the second time, she feels that she is innocent. but for the third time, she felt so foolish. however, for a guy, when he got cheated for the first time, it was an accident. for the second time, it was necessary and for the third time it was fated. i dunno how much can i absorb the above. it depends how u look at it. |
Fif ♥ 2:11 PM |
Thursday, July 17, 2008 |
nothing much to write. here are some pictures. enjoy people. tgif tmr! (: |
Fif ♥ 10:03 PM |
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 |
Monday, July 14, 2008 |
i didnt meet my dearest cousin Syakir. ): tmr i shall meet him then. and mel's lesson tmr. there's another writing lab but i have not done a single thing yet. omg omg. and the best thing is, the deadline is tmr. yeah. im dead, minus the line. ugh. LAME. i accompanied love to polyclinic awhile, to take his MC. he missed his test just now. Thanks to............................................... ugh. nvm. hahhaha. (: and now, i think i really need to start on my writing lab. haha. (; gtg den. (: tooodles. |
Fif ♥ 8:50 PM |
Friday, July 11, 2008 |
Saturday, July 5, 2008 |
H-E-L-P. |
Fif ♥ 4:11 PM |
Friday, July 4, 2008 |
Thursday, July 3, 2008 |
so just now.. 1 whole day i chatted with kak nurul. ahahha. she is soooo sweet lah. hahahha. ((: we talked abt europe, to food, to whatever u can imagine. ahahhahaahha. ok. had UT today. nth surprising. except for the stupid Nike ad. i duno wad is the message they are trying to deleiver across. i knw wad medium it is, but ugh. nvm. hahhaa. so today i met syakir after UT. and ** did something which seriously gave me those goosebumps again. saw ** when the lift at level 5 opens. hah! i feel like laughing + crying after wad he just did. and i told syakir the whole story thing. well, not surprisngly, my dearest cousin was shocked + surprised. hahhahaha. i told him abt the dreams too. hahahha. i duno whether i can face ** from today onwards. ugh. good god. help. hah. wad else.. wad else... oh. tmr i heard we have a family gathering at punggol. syahmi's bdae. hahha. well......... if its confirmed, mayeb syakir and i head down there together after sch. hahha. aqidah love is askin whether i wanna go JBF. i sooooo wanna go, pls. hmmmm... i did my module selection just now. and... i took theatre appreciation as my freely chosen module. hahaha. it's abt appreciating stage, u knw.. literature stuffs. i bet chris will love love love this. hahaha. well, he might think that all the stage in the world belongs to him. cause seriously, he acts like a totally drama freak. hahah! i got no photos to update. i know. sounds pathetic. hah. nvm. tmr i take loads and loads of photos. (i hope)! ok den. i think i shalll stop here. hahahhaa. tmr's fri and im soo looking forward to weekends. oh pls, god. make time go faster~! |
Fif ♥ 9:28 PM |
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 |
just last night i have 1001 things to update. but right now, it seems like there's nothing but simply worries, problems and work. omg. i dunno wad i should be doing. seriously, everything is in a mess and i dunno where to begin with, to start things all over again. school has been fine, cousins are doing great, family is awesome. but somewhere, somewhat, somethin is disturbing me. i dunno. ugh. i need to stop crapping in here. i was disappointed at that time, but since u didnt call me back, as in, ask me to be with u once again, den i will never want to bother anymore. i had my part to play. and i think i did it. i dunno what specifically went wrong but out of the 24 months so far, i never been hurt like this. never. and i think this will take time to heal. u did something WRONG. and i mean it. WRONG. and i have to take the blame, to cool things down. wtf. no way im gonna do tat. no way. as for now, i dun want to be the girl who seems so 'desperate' and willing to give in. it's time to let u feel what im going thru. even if this will take forever, im gonna let it go, somehow or rather. happy 25th, btw. |
Fif ♥ 10:12 AM |
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