& my world will be coloured.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

yup, im back. im so freaking tired nowadays. maybe im so stress about PP. yeah. that 2000 words essay. goodness. pimple breakout! help. thanks goodness thurs is a holiday. like. yaay! haha. ims till in sch rite now.. yeh. with sya. and he's so stress abt retaking his Os. hahhaa. ok. nvm. i think i shall post some photos. i hope blogger wunt give me any form of attitude!

anyway, TKA series ended. and im so damn sad abt it. ): it only lasted till episode 20. im gonna miss xiang qin and zhi shu.!! hais.

KBOX!!

presenting, the superstar.

that's wad i called... sing with expression.

oh, love.

hei hei hei!..... sushi. (:

BUSY LAH.

ok. thats all for updates. (: muahuahauahuahaua. gonna sign off now. hahaha. tmr wanna go changi airport, i think. (: shall see how. hahaha! till then. BYE BYE BYE.

Fif ♥ 6:01 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

i am so so tired right now. i just came home with Sya and everything seems so blur. i've yet to reveal something.......that i havent tell anyone yet. i fainted in the bus. can u imagine that? omg. yeah. once i boarded the bus, i fainted. and the bus driver help me up and took my things. lucky i so called conscious as fast. if i fainted and only wake up mins later, i dunno where i will be.
(well, judging from my weight.) -.-" yeah. nothing much to talk abt today. yes, i so called attended k-box with gerald and his friends. at jurong. but it was a fast one. i was having headache and i onyl sang two songs. -.-" and nope, i didnt take the alcohol there. just took plain green tea. ugh. so does gerald. he is so sweet. didnt know he stopped drinking even behind my back, and in front of me. last time, i heard he drink. but now, yaay. ((: after that, i met sya and we went home together.

oh. many ppl ask who is 'queen', on my tagboard. well, i make it official now. 'queen' is my mum. yes. my real blood mum who gave birth to me. hah. she always read my blog and tag nonsense. but well, whenever she is free in the office. haha. but at least mum is like my best frend and we could almost share anyting under the sun. love ya. (: yeah. okay.

nth much left to update and im too tired to upload photos. till then.

Fif ♥ 8:54 PM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

chocolate fondue with dear @ PS. ((: this is heaven!

i swear the whole world stops rotating when i ate that.

banana chocolate crepe. GOOD FOOD LAH.

chicken rice with dear @ little india's New Generation Restaurant. (:

suntec-ing with dear

i bet the future generation wunt recognize this statue cause i myself cant find the reason why i shud be remembered, well, at least THAT way.

1, 2, don't step. ((:

j-co-ing

his, mine.

you're totally right. he was forced to pose. (:

shut up, i say.

pathetic lah.

dun laugh lah goondu.

dun anyhow lah.

and there u go. picture of the day. (?)

Fif ♥ 2:15 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

i need someone to talk to right now. but for once, i dunno who. im confused. i wanna shout but i dunno why. i wanna blame someone but i dunno who. im so fragile today. i dunno why. help.

im scared. im so scared. i dun want things to repeat itself again. right now i dun care who will read my blog or who wanna comment on it. i simply need to pour my feelings out from my heart. sometimes.. not knowing anything is better than knowing a lil bit of it.

i made such sacrifices and he cant. each have it's own consequences. but why am i the only one facing it? why cant u? he only think abt his feelings. not mine. if he's nice, he's nice. if he's not, he's not. why must you play arnd like this? it's tiring, u knw. loyal? only me? im stating to doubt everything u said from day 1.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING, TAKE A TABLE AND THROW RIGHT AT HIS BLOODY FACE. i told u, havent i? and u DARE go against me. HOW DARE YOU.

im confused. while he's away, other ppl came along and replace him. ppl who can get along with me 1000times better. but.................. ARGH. forget it.

maybe what my gf say is right. he was never there. maybe once or twice. when i need him, he is always away. maybe screaming and taking a table to throw right at his face is not worth it. all he need is one good SLAP on his face. it's his childhood problem and that's all he need to solve it. i wanna get angry but it's NOT worth it.

maybe HE'S right.

TIME WILL TELL ALL.

there you go. take that. now THAT, is worth it.

Fif ♥ 1:47 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

FINALLY, i can upload pictures. hahahah!!! (: ok. here goes.

SCHOOL DAYS WITH COUSIN,SYAKIR.

so this is his official first day of using lappy. hahahahaha! well done, cuz! (:

and here, is his green-oh-so-green havai. (: he's proud of it, i tell u. hahahhaha!

and here is his lunch box. it says.. "MOTHER'S CHOICE". hhaha. i swear i laughed my head's off.

ouh. cam-whored while waiting for his class to end. all of his facis are like mr panda. u shud knw wad i mean, cuz. hah!

stop it eh.

AFTER SCKOOL, COUSIN'S PLACE.

me:sya, come, take photo!

sya: sudah lah.. (enuff lah)..

in the end, he's in the frame. ahha!

say hello to gobbles. (:

stop it eh #2

her name is.... erm... Nur Alisa Idora? or whatever it is. sorry cousin, im simply OLLLDDDD now. i tend to forget. ugh.

nice one. SLEEEEP only eh. Hahaha.

HAIR CUT DAY WITH LOVE.

SMILE LAH.

there u go.

i kinda.. like-and-hate his haircut. ugh. nvm.

typical,uh?

FAR-EASTING WITH AQIDO.

i swear we took a lot of times for this shot. the bus is moving, ppl.

this is a good one. see that 105 bus slot? it says.. Arr. wich means, arrived. the next one is 3 mins later. thats how u read it, right? but u wanna knw wad? when it says ARR, the bus DID NOT arrive. yeah. in fact, it comes 5 mins later. so, the question is, wad's the point of having tis board?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO.

nope. my mum did not give birth to another 2 kids. those little ones are my cousin's kids. alysha alina and daniel iskandar. (: ya. their mum is a eurasian. (: makes no diff, though. ugh.

one thing i like abt birthdays is that.. the kids are the ones who makes the whole situation... CHEERFUL.

that's my aunt. i love love love her. she's watched me and my bro grew up. and in fact, we grew up in her house. (: and those kids are happy to see their grandma taking photos with them. hahaha.

SYF OUTDOOR 2008

TK Band.!!!!!!!!!!

BOWEN!!

fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.....(:

in other words, please be true.. in other words, I LOVE YOU. hahahahaha~!

Single-hood? (or wadever it means.)
presenting, Fifah, Qidah, Tasha. (:

so the recent event that i attended was SYF OUTDOOR 2008 with those 2 girls up there. it was awesome. but god knows ow many times we shifted just to get a good view. hahahaha! thanks to all those sch kids. hahaha! so in the end, DEYI took it all. Drum Major of the year, and Display Band of the year. Haha. i expected TK Band to take that title, and yes, i agree that Deyi drum Major was the best. hahha. seriously, when comes to display band, there are only 3 bands that i looked out for. TK, Bowen and Deyi. All 3 bands got Gold. ahhaa. WELL DONE.! how i wish BMB will be like that. ): work hard for SYF, okay BMB? (: next year's ur turn!! hahaha.

okay. so my job is done. photos are up. and this blog is updated.! (: till then.

im shoo-ing off. hahahha! (:

Fif ♥ 10:30 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

a must watch kinda thing. haha! (:

presenting, Syak and Fifah.!!!

Fif ♥ 3:26 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

I SERIOUSLY WANNA POST PHOTOS, BUT IT SEEMS LIKE MY BLUETOOTH IN MY LAPPY IS NOT CO-ORPERATING WITH ME. IRRITATING.!

anw, HAPPY 17TH TO NURUL....!! WUUUUU.. I KNW IT'S KINDA BELATED, BUT WTH. HAHHAA. STAY HAPY ALWAYS!! AND I MISS YOU!!

haha. had a wonderful time with dear and aqidah for the past few days. haha. need not mention here for now., but when i can FINALLY POST PHOTOS, den i tell u. (:

i caught up with bucket list the other day and the show was rather... touching. i cried at the last part. hahah.!! (:

okay. shall not update more. im so hungry and tired.!

toodles.

Fif ♥ 4:23 PM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

SCHOOL'S IN, HOLIDAYS' OUT.

irritating. haha. first day was cool. as in.. nothing has been happening that much. just... simply meeting my course mates. haha. and yeah. their english is.... WOW. hahha. im not alone then. LOL. (: ok lah.

meet syakir everytime for his break. but irritating. my class starts at 8.30, while his is 9am. den.. my presentation starts at 2, his starts at 2.30. well, what to do? im in year 2. and seriously, ineed to get my brain juice squashing out. ahahhaha! (:

hmmm... wad else. oh yeah. i just finish class. im in class now. blogging. M203 was okay. plain boring. bt yesterday's M204 needs more thinking. it's about this cross-cultural communication. haha! take that. im learning abt other ppl's cultures. haha! yaaay-ness. but still, BORING. ugh.

i wish i could finish up my PP and CE by the end of year 2. oh ya oh ya! tlaking abt that.
u guys wana knw something??!

WED NO SCH FOR YEAR 2s in RP. (: except for those taking electives.
haha. i knw, i knw. sounds barbaric to some. haha~! (: dun jealous, wokay?

oh ya. im meeting dear later. he's going to cut his hair. i dunno where. maybe at sengkng? hah. (: and tmr i want want want want want to go out with him tmr. (: yaaaaaaay-ness. can u see my wide wide wide wide wide grin + smile ?! hahh.

ok ok. shall stop here. wana make a call to my dearest gerald. he's no picking up his phone. confirm he's playing with his psp, or he's blasting his songs into his ears. ugh.

till then, ppl. (:

oh aqidah, when u read this, i want u to knw that u are dearly missed by nur afifah. (:

Fif ♥ 3:28 PM

Thursday, April 3, 2008

i seriously, i got a lot things to type. but, i dunno why these fingers are all lazyyy to do the job. haha. nvm. i'll try my best.

so, syakir attended his first day of orientation yest. and there's a BIG FAT JOKE happened yesterday. hahhaha. ask me if u really wanna know. im so dumb at times. haha! and syakir won the title of... "FRESHMEN OF THE DAY + YEAR" in my eyes. cause u knw wad? after he attended class and presented.. and his block area there's no more ppl and seems deserted.. omg.. he asked me this question..

"eh.. dah habis sekolah kan?"
in english.. "eh, sch finish alrd right??"

i swear i laughed my heads off. of coz ended lah! i tink he got lotssa things in mind. i dunno what is it, but ugh. haha. nvm lah eh. let my cousin be. haha.

today, i attended sch again, with him, and sent him off to his orientation day 2. hahha. i met him and coincidentally, met his punk classmate. omg. he is really one hell of a punk. hahaha. his name is daryl. hahah. and we then walked to sch.

after syakir went off with his SIT, i met Dora, Eunice, Mira and some of my CCC mates. hah. ok lah. it was very fun. and den, i went to reformat my com. ok. listen to this.

IT TOOK 5 CONSTIPATED HOURS.

haha. irritating. but the guy who did my com.. was cool.. and i kinda pity him lah. so many coms to attend to. haha. ok.
halfway through i met hafiz. yes. hafiz. the hafiz misngadi who always disturb me in 4e3, always make me laugh during POA lessons, the hafiz whom i caught sleeping durin Malay lessons, the hafiz who shared Oreo cookies with me, the hafiz who always make smile! hahhaa. it's nice to chat with him. it's been awhile. isnt it, frend? (:

haha. other than that, i dun think i wanna update more. im freaking tired. haha.

oh. one more thing.

I MISS NUR AQIDAH AND OUR MAKAN SESSION.
I WANNA MEET GERALD TAN!

Fif ♥ 4:25 PM